Burning Ones

It seems to have been a rough week for me. I’ve been struggling to focus and get to sleep on time and all that stuff and it’s just been ridiculous. Lauren’s Graduation was a ton of fun but it certainly ate up a ton of time. However, it was still really awesome to see my cousins and aunt and uncle and grandad and other uncle and hang out with Jesse (for an extended period of time… He’s such an awesome guy! I’m so happy for Katie!) and my sisters and my dad (I missed my mom but I think she had a good weekend…). Anyway, it was just a ton of time.

Ever since then I just have not been able to focus at all. I haven’t really done any “work”, per-say. I’ve just been kind of futzing around. It’s really kind of depressing.

However, God has been good to me, as he relentlessly is. I’m so unworthy of his kindness and yet time and time again he just meets me in my quiet times with him and tells me how much he loves me and how much he approves of me and I’m talking I’m a wicked, sinful, ungrateful, no good, poor, pitiable, blind, and naked guy and he just loves on me all day long. It’s unreal.

So, that being said, no cool theological points this week. I’ve been struggling with God because I feel like I’m barely willing to do a thing with him, so I’m just trusting in his grace at the moment. There’s no safer place to be.