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• My Life Band

  From February 08, 2010 @ 6:00 am

  

  That’s my life band.

  It’s actually hard to think about how long ago that was, considering all that’s happened in my life since then. Since I got the band, I’ve married, moved to Norristown, had 3 jobs, had one child and am now awaiting the birth of a second. It’s just crazy.

  I was at the OneThing Conference in ‘04 when a man that I at the time hadn’t even heard of came on stage at the end of the conference. It was the first year that I’d been there when the conference wasn’t held in Bartle Hall and it had been, as usual, a complete whirlwind of a time. They pack so much information into those 4 days and your mind just ends up being blown by the end of it. When we had gotten there, we noticed this new organization that we hadn’t heard of before had a booth up. That organization was Bound4Life. It was headed, at the time, by a man name Lou Engle who my wife had heard of because of the famous 1999 Call D.C. (which apparently isn’t very famous on the web… here’s a clip from that day with Jesse Engle praying for the Nazirites) where 400,000 young people came to pray for the elections that year. Lou was like no one I’d ever seen. He spoke with such prophetic unction, shuckling in place and then stopping with his neck out like a huge overgrown turtle every time he’d made a point he really wanted you to get. His voice seemed to perpetually be lost, I assumed because of how passionately he spoke and cried out all the time.

  What he spoke about that day was the massive outcry of blood that our nation has in its soil. 50 million babies have been aborted in our country since Roe vs. Wade. Despite the consistent claim that abortion rights are in place to protect the health of the mother, some estimate that over 95% of these children were murdered for reasons of inconvenience or unwantedness. I get these and other statistics from Bound4Life, a biased source no doubt but honestly, no one really disputes these claims. Lou Engle pronounced the urgent desperation of our position before God. We have legally sanctioned for over 30 years the unquestioned destruction of the most helpless and defenseless people group in the world: unborn children. And worse, we’ve done it in the name of choice.

  God is not okay with that.

  In response, he called for a massive prayer movement to begin in the United States and around the world to see abortion as an inalienable human right end, for adoption of children to be taken up in earnest by those rightfully responsible for it, the church, and for a great turning of the hearts of the Church towards mercy for those women who had received an abortion and who’s hearts were broken because of it. He wanted to encourage this by giving Life Bands to people and having those people commit to, whenever they saw that band, pray a simple 22 word prayer, “Jesus, I plead your blood over my sins and the sins of my nation. God, end abortion and send revival to America.” His hope and prayer was that that simple prayer would be prayed 50 million times every day to God.

  And so I wore it ever since. I can’t say I’ve prayed that prayer every time I’ve seen the band; I can’t say I’ve been as active as I could have been in opposing abortion, in pursuing unwanted children, or in participating in acts of mercy towards hurting women who didn’t know what they were doing. But I haven’t forgotten Lou’s call, and I still tremble when I think of the guilt America is building as we daily sacrifice our children on the altar of our convenience.

  

  And then the other day, after over 5 years of wearing it, my beautiful little girl woke me up by pulling on it and it snapped. We had another one that fit me but it just doesn’t feel the same. It’s kind of like the end of some sort of era. I was unmarried, childless, and young(er) when that thing went on my wrist for the first time. It snapped off after having remained there for all of the past 5 years and I’m not any of that any more. What a ride God has brought me on. And still, abortion runs free in America.

  God is still not okay with this, and we will answer for our crimes. May he have mercy on us when that day comes.

  So, in memoriam of my Life Band:

  “Jesus, I plead your blood over my sins and the sins of my nation. God, end abortion and send revival to America.”